Friday, April 24, 2015

OH MY GOD

With my period supposed to start tomorrow, Chandler and I were planning on taking a pregnancy test over the weekend. But we couldn't wait. We took a test tonight. I was expecting a no. I don't feel any different. I was expecting this to take a couple of months. I was so convinced I was not pregnant that I gave him a pep talk before we looked at the test. I told him it was not a big deal if it was negative. This was our first try. It's normal to take months to get pregnant. I didn't want him to feel sad or defeated, cause I knew he might even though it was just the first attempt.

So, I peed in a disposable plastic drinking cup, waited three minutes, and..... 2 lines. 2 LINES!






We couldn't believe it. We were in such disbelief, we took a second test. Same thing. Two false positives in a row isn't really possible, right? Anyway, I'm freaking out. Excited. Scared and freaking out. I already mentioned my puking phobia and I'm just waiting for that to suddenly start. I had a slight panic attack. We went out and bought some morning sickness remedies (those bands for you wrist, tea, crackers, preggie pops), that may or may not work, but at least we'll have them when it strikes. I'm crossing my fingers I won't have the worst of it, but I always assume the worst of things. When I calm myself down I'm thrilled, but I'm more freaked out then anything right now.

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